From Self-Doubt to Self-Belief: Why I Finally Published An Irish Mystery

Published on 4 April 2025 at 18:00

✨ The Unexpected Journey to My First Novel

Hi everyone!

Today, I want to share the unexpected journey that led me to publish my debut novel, An Irish Mystery. Like most creative pursuits, it wasn’t a straight path — it took a mix of inspiration, hesitation, and a leap of faith.

💥 The Spark

It all started, funnily enough, with reading.

At the end of last year, I found myself devouring adventure, treasure hunt, and mystery novels — the kinds of stories that pull you into puzzles and hidden truths.

Somewhere along the way, a surprising thought crept in:

“I think my stories are better than these.”

 

Now, I know how that sounds. It wasn’t ego. It was about trusting my own storytelling voice. If I didn’t believe in it, how could I ever expect readers to?

👉 Curious? Read An Irish Mystery here

🕴 Taking the Leap

My goal wasn’t fame, sales, or even a large audience. I just wanted to get the story out there.

So I sent my manuscript to a professional self-publishing editor (after a lot of research) with a mix of nerves and hope.

The response floored me. To hear a professional editor speak positively about my work was surreal. That email was the turning point — the moment I thought:
“Yes. I can actually do this.”

😷 The Lockdown Origin

Looking back, the very first seeds of An Irish Mystery were planted during the COVID lockdowns.

At the time, I was working one day a week in a school that stayed open for the children of frontline workers. The rest of the time? I was at home.

And like many people, boredom sparked creativity.

It all began with a single, oddly specific question:
“If Hans is getting out of jail, how does that process work in America?”

That research started in Arizona… led me through different state systems… and before I knew it, the story began to grow.

❓ From One Question to a Whole World

That initial spark grew into An Irish Mystery — a layered tale of puzzles, people, and purpose, featuring characters like Daniela Fischer and Cedric Newman.

I never set out to write a book during a global pandemic. But in a strange way, the story helped me make sense of that time — and reminded me that creativity often shows up when you least expect it.

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